Agitation

I've been feeling agitated lately.  I think it's an abundance of sexual energy, as I'm feeling agitated in that way.  I've actually been a "good" boy for over 3 months.  I thought eventually I could redirect the energy into other creative pursuits, and for the most part that works, but lately it's just been distracting.  I'm still agitated when creating and it's actually surpressing my creativity, making it harder to focus.

Only a couple more months until I see my girlfriend again.  I think I can hold out.  I fear for her safety.

We'll see what happens until then.